2011, The Year That Was

At times, it baffles me how fast time flies. It seemed like it was very recent since I made a similar post like this last year and now it is time to do another to recap this year. Like 2010, 2011 was great. In fact it was amazing. Yes, it started slow, but I feel like in the end, it all worked out. So here are 11 events that made this year (in no particular order), the year the was for me.

1. January. This was the lowest part of the year when, I had to defer my enrollment to The University of Minnesota, Twin Cities because the planets did not align. It was such a bummer for me as all that I needed left was my VISA. However, it took 2 months for them to finally issue it (2 weeks after classes here started) and this in turn sort of left me no choice but to defer my enrollment. Yes, when most of my friends were going to start their new chapter of life in their respective universities in America, I was stuck in Malaysia, where for the next 8 months or so, I did absolutely nothing (except driving here and there, A LOT of driving).

2. Singapore with the family. It was a (rather impulsive) decision my sister and I cooked up for the family, just before I left for the USA. It never seemed like it was actually going to happen, but then, it did. When it did, everyone in the family was stoked. Yes, I did go to Singapore the previous year, but I did not care. This time would be with my dear family. We covered the Singapore flyer then walked the grounds of Marina Bay Sands. We also did the Singapore Night Safari and also conquered Universal Studios (quite literally EVERY SINGLE RIDE from 10am-10pm) besides shopping like nobody's business on Orchard Road. Good times, good times.

3. Heading to Minneapolis, finally. It was the day I anticipated the most all year. When it did come, I honestly did not know how I felt. While waiting to fly out, I decided it was too late to turn back. I did not waste my time and energy waiting for this day only to give up in the end. Eventually, I made it safe and sound and quite honestly Minneapolis grew on me almost immediately. I am pretty much settled in now and am glad everything worked out perfectly.

4. Fall 2011. It was my first semester here. I honestly did not know what to expect. Yes, classes here are harder than what I am used to but after the semester started picking up steam, and I got to know more people, it became easier for me. I have to say, I surprised myself with this semester. My CGPA is at an all-time high and I made it in the Mechanical Engineering program automatically. I am happy. I am grateful. Life is great. Thank you God. :)

6. Thanksgiving in Nebraska. I couldn't believe when my parents said OK. It was one of the best birthday presents ever. I flew to Nebraska to visit my dear friends and have fun. And boy did we have fun alright. From walking the grounds of UNL, to cooking a decent meal and a great Thanksgiving dinner with a friend's friend, what else could I ask for. This year, there was a lot to be thankful for alright.

7. Christmas in Wisconsin. So it finally came. The moment I have been waiting all semester long. To visit my host family again. It has been 3 years since I have seen them last and it feels so good to be back (feels because guess what, I am writing this here, home in New Berlin). In fact, it feels so good, that it was as if I had never left. I was welcomed with open arms from both my mom and brother Tommy and I couldn't be happier. Christmas dinner was amazing, as I got to meet the whole family. I also was surprised with Christmas presents. Yes, despite this being my first Christmas ever, it was (and will probably be) the best one I ever have.

8. Being independent. I have to say it is rather hard to be independent. To be on top of your bills, cooking for yourself, laundry, making sure the money is in check. A lot. Quite honestly, I think I've been doing alright in this department. Being away from the family teaches you to be independent I suppose, and I am grateful that I have been coping, thus far.

9. MTV World Stage 2011. I almost did not go and when I found out I scored 2 tickets, I decided my younger brother was the one I wanted to bring along. It was the one last thing before I leave to Minnesota that I would do with him. He enjoyed it alright, and so did I. I am glad I brought him along, cause he never has been to a concert before. And what better way than to attend a 30 Seconds to Mars and Neon Trees concert. Great huh? I am sure he had a blast and will cherish the memory of his first ever concert forever.

10. Kept extraordinary friendships in tact + made new ones. What can I say? I love my friends. I surprised myself here by getting to know the people I know today. Quite honestly I figured I was going to be a loner the whole semester. However, that all did not happen. I surprised myself by befriending a lot of new people and I feel very comfortable here now. Thanks, all of you. You know who you are.

11. Tennessee. This was a surprise trip for me, but I am glad it did happen. It is such a beautiful place with beautiful weather and breathtaking scenery, everywhere. It was an amazing trip spent with even more awesome people. Thanks a lot mom, Uncle Tom and Tommy. Love you guys. :)

All in all, 2011 was such a blast. It seems like my new chapter of life took off exceptionally well. Although I still am getting used to a lot of things, I feel like I am getting there. Despite missing home at times, I am glad I have my friends here who put a smile on my face every single day when I get to school. Love you guys. So, here's to everlasting friendships. Here's to more great memories to cherish. Here's to 2012.

Where The River Bends

I Miss Home

It's true. I mean yes, I am having such a blast here, but sometimes, I feel like I wouldn't want to be anywhere else but home sweet home. It would be nice to sit down and have a chat with my mom right now. I feel so conflicted now, it seems like the only person I could talk to is her. I seriously don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to talk over Skype. Cause I am sure she'd cry. And when she does, I will too. I mean it's nothing serious, its just a life chat with my dear mom. I usually had these sessions with her over afternoon tea back home regularly and I feel extremely lucky that I can do that and talk to my mom just like any other friend. But now, it seems like Skype talks are just too short to fit in weeks of updates, hence I don't get to talk about much. And Skype is NOT the same OK. Yes it does help, but I feel like we are still separated by vast oceans and land. I know I am a strong person, but a person is only so strong. I am not sure why I feel so down now. I think it's just the semester that's wearing me off. I am extremely demotivated now. Oh well, it's just 3 more weeks. Then off to WI. At least I can call that home.

21

I feel like time goes by way to fast now. It seemed like it was only yesterday that I celebrated my 20th birthday and my dad's 51st at Bubba Gump Shrimp. Today I turn 21. This year's celebration will be drastically different though. I will be on my own this year. Family is half way around the world and the nostalgia is kicking in. No, there won't be a nice dinner where I can order anything I would like or will there be any birthday presents from my parents, sis and bro-in-law and yeah well, family. But I guess that is life. I am rather sad that I am not there (Malaysia) to celebrate my 21st birthday with them but at least I have my friends here. I have my 'family' of my own. But still, its not the same but I'm OK with that.

There are so many things I should be thankful for. In my short 21 years of life, I have lived in 3 different countries (3 different places in the USA, England and of course, home which I call Malaysia), traveled to over 40 different countries (and counting), met so many amazing people (many more to come of course), and I have to say I have been enjoying my life. I am blessed with the most amazing friends in the world, and an even more amazing family. What more can I ask for? 

So, here's to life. Here's to growing up. Here's to being more mature. Here's to more experiences to come. Here's to the year ahead.

:)

The Story So Far...

1. I realized that time moves extremely fast when you're having fun. It seems like only yesterday since I left home and today marks the 3rd month of my stay here in MN. I am having a blast here, and I have met so many different and great people along the way. I have to admit though, I do not really know many people from my country here. I have no idea why but it almost seems like they want nothing to do with me. Oh well, I have made my group of friends already so I don't mind.

2. I have surprised myself countless times since my stay here. Before I left I was a nervous wreck. I doubted myself in EVERYTHING. But I proved myself wrong when I decided to take all the necessary (and possible) risks I could. I purposely came here without contacting any of the Malaysians prior because I wanted to find the place I would call home myself. I want to be independent. If I did contact them (an option most of the Malaysians here do) I perhaps wouldn't have discovered my full potential. Yes it is a safe way to be with Malaysians, but I did not travel 9000 miles away from home to hang out or chill with my buddies from...Malaysia. Hence, most of my friends are Americans. Not to brag here, but seriously it all worked out in the end. I am extremely happy here now and I have 'family' of my own here already. If you guys happen to be reading this, you know who you are. :)

3. Classes are going. Yes they are. Albeit the classes being 900 times harder than they were back home, I am still hanging on. I do update my parents in everything (yes I still give them updates on my quiz & test scores) and they are actually OK with it. I mean they tell me to keep it up, be determined and in the end God will prevail. At one point I wanted to give up, but a talk from mom proved to be what I really needed. After that, I was more determined than ever.

4. I do miss my family. Despite me having a great time here, there are those moments (sometimes at the worst possible time) that I get that sense of nostalgia where I am enjoying the great times I had with my family, not to forget, the scrumptious home-cooked meals my mom made. I really miss her sup tulang. Ahh...her sup tulang. Oh and not to mention her rendang, her CHICKEN RICE, her EVERYTHING SHE COOKS! Wow, I never realized I missed Malaysian food this much. But hey I am proving to be a good cook here. Made myself a couple of delicious meals before and I have many more months of discovering my cooking skills. I cannot wait to get back and make my family a dish instead. Besides the food, I miss the cats. Yes I do.

5. This morning during our Skype session with the family back home, I received great news after great news after great news. Life is good. Life is looking up. I am happy. I am content. Thank you God. :)

Its Time

It's at that point of time where I am starting to get lazy and slack off little by little. This is no good. I mean like really I want to get through this semester and hopefully do well in all my classes and this happens. It seems like ever single class I go to are just dull and uninteresting and I just end up not paying as much attention to what is on the white board (as opposed to writing down and actually understanding what is being written). Hopefully after my (much needed) Thanksgiving break (Nebraska here I come!), I will be more determined and end the semester on a high note.

:)

Random Post

I want this bike so bad. It looks...breathtaking. Wow. Wow. Wow.



Ps// sorry for my lack of posts, I've been really busy here. Will make a big post soon alright! Have a good day guys!

:)

Untitled

Despite all the fun I've been having here, and getting to know more and more people each day, there is that part of me that misses home a lot. I miss mama. I miss papa. I miss my siblings. I miss home. I miss the cats. I miss mama's cooking. I miss it a lot. But you know, I am rather thankful I have my friends here who make everyday such a joyous one and truth be told, if I was all alone here and had yet found my place in society, I would probably fall into deep depression. And that won't be good. Cause family is halfway around the world. And no support isn't good for anyone. So here's to the year ahead. Hopefully filled with magical adventures and who knows what else. (OK, that sounded rather cliched but oh well!).

:D

Set Fire To The Rain

My best mate Nate suggested I listen to this song. It's been playing on replay ever since.

Quickie

1. Last week was a stressful one for me. Two quizzes and a test in a row. Yes, I know, but that's life. Oh and if you want to know how I did on them: POORLY (well at least I think so).

2. Had a great weekend just slacking off. Seriously I could not take it anymore just studying all day. It was just too much to take. So basically this has been the most unproductive weekend yet. Now, next week will be filled with more studying I suppose.

3. Talked to a dear friend who is in Nebraska at current for almost 3 hours. That was pleasant. Nice to catch up with people you know. Since I'm talking about catch up, I also did some catching up with my best friend back home. Was such a joy to talk after so long. Seriously just made my day and week.

Thats all peeps!

:)

One Month

It's been a month since I arrived Minneapolis and what a month it has been. I think Minneapolis is a great place to study. Its just so beautiful. The people, the buildings the surroundings. I am so happy here now. I've made great friends here as well and thank goodness we have common hours for lunch cause we all know how it just blows when we eat ALONE...well, I take that back I guess its OK, but I'm an extroverted person so being alone is just not the way I roll. So yeah I'm happy here, more happy than I ever could imagine myself being. If its one thing to complain about is the homework. There's way to much of it than I can handle, but hey that's college! I'll be fine. Take care guys!

:)

Arms

I don't know why, but I quite like this song.

Minneapolis

I think after 3 weeks of being on foreign land, I can finally say I am comfortable. I was pretty bummed during the first week and all, but that was pretty much because I did not know anyone at all. Now all that has changed. I am pretty much settled here in my house. I am pleasantly surprised that my roommates and I get along well. In fact I think we get along so well, this house has an awesome vibe. We all are pretty much outgoing and respectful of each other. And quite honestly I'm extremely thankful.

Also, classes started last Tuesday and basically all I was doing was trying to get back into study mode. If you don't know yet, this is the first time I have school this year since leaving Taylor's last year and having to deffer my enrollment last Spring. I sort of felt lost but oh well. I had a quiz on my first day itself. Thank goodness it wasn't graded though, cause if it was I would have been screwed.

Anyway, this update just deals with me being much happier now. I'm extremely comfortable where I am right now and though I do miss home, I'll be alright. So till next time. Take care guys!

:)

Dear Faiz,

I know you miss your family a lot. Just stay strong and move along.

Sincerely,

Faiz Ahmad

New Adventures

So far, MN has been great. People here are nice and extremely helpful whenever the going gets tough. It's been a little over a week since I left Malaysia and I am starting to feel a little homesick. The past few days hasn't been easy. Damaged luggage. Check. Looking for housing. Check. Orientation. Check. Orientation sort of demotivated me to the nth degree and it seems like I have no idea what I am doing here. But I guess talking to mama made things 94328743092740329 times better.

Yesterday was Eid and I have to say Eid away from the family is extremely weird. Its my first raya away from the family so I felt a little sad. I guess its normal to feel sad but thank goodness for Skype. I think without that, I would be a wreck here. You see I am very close to my family and I love them to bits. Say what you want to say but I still love my family very much.

After today, I guess I will be busy doing stuff. I hope to meet more people cause I do want to hang out with people here. Maybe I haven't found them yet. Well, lets hope I meet them during orientation and perhaps during the Welcome Day event. We'll see how that goes.

Anyway, I think updating this blog regularly will become harder for me once classes start so I apologize for the lack of updates in the future! Till the next update, cheers!

:)

Feelings

I feel happy, excited, nervous, sad, and bittersweet all the the same time. I guess it's slowly coming to me that these are my last few days in Malaysia for a while. Being away from the comfort of my own home and family to make way for new adventures in a country halfway around the world. I hope everything will be OK. I hope I can make it through in one piece. I hope I have a blast. I hope I come out a stronger person. I hope I come out more mature. But most of all, I hope I enjoy every second spent there. Here's to new adventures in The States.

:)

Just When I Thought All Hope Was Lost

Yesterday morning, I woke up feeling miserable. I was anticipating being woken up by a phone call. But that never happened. Feeling down in the dumps, I freshened up and hoped for a miracle. The miracle did happen just when I exited the bathroom. It was my phone ringing, begging me to pick it up. It was them. I was extremely grateful. Alhamdulillah.

So now, the new chapter of my life can officially start, as I prepare myself to fly off to The States soon. Yesterday was an extremely productive day. Registered for document check, orientation, transportation to the uni, and most importantly my flight. Now am in talks about my room I would like to rent over there. Hope all goes well with the landlord. Just told her that I will be arriving this weekend and hoping for a meeting on Monday. We'll see how that goes, cause honestly I don't really have a choice, but from the description, I think it is a good choice.

Preparing For The Worst

Because my life seems to not go as planned. I guess you cannot 'plan' life huh?

I Don't Know How To Feel Anymore

Sadly, the title makes no sense whatever. You see, this is my second time going through this, and apparently this time it is taking longer. I have no idea why, but it makes no sense at all. If a person had to do the same thing twice, he or she would, logically complete it the second time a little faster if not approximately the same time as the first. Not longer. Definitely baffles me too. Hence, I have no idea how to feel anymore. 

Facebook has become depressing at this point of time. You have no idea how it feels when others are already starting another chapter of their life (something I have been wanting to do since the year started mind you) while I am here waiting for a stupid phone call. I seriously am disliking this. It is rather unbearable. I may sound like I am over reacting, but this isn't over-reacting. This is raw emotion. I HATE IT. 

I know patience is a virtue, but I have been patient enough already right? 1.5 months is WAAAAAAAY too long. And this isn't even inclusive of the 1.5 months I waitied the first time. You know the first time I went through this thing and it cost me 8 months of my life. Oh well, story of my life I tell ya. Maybe they don't want me there. Well, if that's the case, be it. Thanks so much for wasting my time.

Now, this song makes me feel better.

Panic Mode

I don't know why, but it seems like the future looks discouraging for me. What if history repeats itself? That won't be good. In fact, it'll be über-depressing. Hoping for a miracle now. 

In a completely unrelated note, I am currently addicted to this song.

Travel

This is perhaps one of the most creative videos I have seen in a while. Such a simple concept, but extremely effective. Which gets me thinking, I NEED to travel MORE. This video inspires me to do so in the future. World, wait for me, I'll be coming!

:)

MTV World Stage 2011

This is a (much delayed) post about my experience while attending the MTV World Stage 2011 which happened recently. To be honest, there almost wasn't this experience but with what I like to call divine intervention, everything just fell into place.

It all started on the morning of the event when I was woken up with a little bit of great wonderful news from my dad. "You're going to MTVWS11'". I couldn't believe my ears. I was so upset the day before as I was coming to terms with not going, and this happened. Extremely happy, I sort of ran around in my room feeling on cloud 9 for a good 5 minutes (something I can recall doing while receiving identical news 2 years ago). You see, 30 Seconds To Mars was playing and I really wanted to go. I've been a fan of this band since high school and it would be amazing to see them live.

I decided to bring my younger brother with me as I wanted him to know how it felt like to go to an actual concert. I've had my fair share of them and so far they have been nothing short of amazing. Surprisingly, traffic wasn't a hassle and parking was a breeze. My brother and I were extremely excited for what was to come later in the night.

To kick things off was a local rock band going by the name Pop Shuvit. Am not really a fan of the band but they did give a head-banging performance. Next, was this Korean Pop act to come on stage. Quite honestly, I thought they had no place to be on the stage. With names like Pop Shuvit, Neon Trees and 30 Seconds To Mars, I really felt like they were out of place. Quite honestly I thought 'boy-bands' phased out in the 21st century. Guess I was wrong.

Girls (and boys) alike thronged the concert grounds anticipating these 6 Korean dudes, which go by B2$T by the way, to get on stage. And if you are puzzled by how to pronounce the name of this pop band, it's supposedly 'BEAST'. Do not tell me how or why they pronounce it that way, but in my books, B2$T will NEVER, EVER, EVER, look and be pronounced as BEAST. Nuff' on that, they sang (or I think they lip-synched) their way through 6 extremely lyrically-challenged songs. What really troubled me was that a girl standing next to me was balling her eyes out when they got on stage. And when they left, she teared up even more. Hard-core fan huh? When B2$T were done, it seemed like 1/6 of the audience left the concert grounds. I was rather shocked but hey, it was their loss. The best performances were yet to come.

Next to grace the stage was Neon Trees. Now, this band was sort of a bonus for me. I did not really know a lot of their songs, but I was excited to see what they had to give. And boy did they give! Tyler Glenn gave an outstanding performance and he was very entertaining. He didn't mind making a fool of himself on stage, but it was all for the sake of showmanship. He belted out their songs (3 of which I actually knew) and most of the crowd sang along happily to them. Tyler had a way with the audience and there wasn't a moment when I was bored. This was truly an entertaining act. And not to mention the backdrops they used (notice the 'eye')? Cool right? Well, if this was the main course, dessert was to be served next. The band I was anticipating to see for so many years (you don't even know) were up next and I couldn't be more ecstatic. My adrenaline was on an all time high here.

After the the stage was set, Shannon Leto came on stage and started with the drums. I say, he is an excellent drummer. He built up the anticipation for his brother to come on stage and when Jared finally did, the crowd went into a frenzy. I have to admit, not only can Jared sing, he also can pass as a model. No, really, did you see his HUGO Just Different ad? I bet all the girls that day just melted away by his good looks and charm and the guys were just ready to get the show started. I know I was. Now enough of that, the music. They sang 8 songs in total and I sang along to each and every one of them. It was absolutely amazing.

30 Seconds To Mars is a band with a cause. They care about the environment and they advocate world peace. It's a great cause and they spread the word through their music. Simple I say cause music can actually unite people, and if it's for a good cause, why not. Well, the show went off and Jared, Shannon and Tomo gave a stellar performance. Jared was great with the crowd. He called many people on stage for the finale and to be honest, if i was not enclosed in the separate VIP area, I would have ran upfront and make him drag me on stage. How cool would it be to actually 'share' the stage with them? It was quite a nice gesture to the fans because not many artists who come to Malaysia actually do that. Well, to see what really went down while I was there, catch the entire show on-air. Check out showtimes here.

To conclude, MTV World Stage 2011 was a hit. Though there were a few misses with performers for the night, Neon Trees and 30 Seconds To Mars made up for it. To say that I would go again to any one of the band's shows, I will. But I will have to wait and when the time (and money) is right, I'll probably be at one of those shows rocking it out happily. Now, if only I could score tickets to a Coldplay show...

Ps// To all my readers out there, this is officially my 100th post!

Pps// If you are reading this blog, thank you very much!

Ppps// If you are still reading, peace!  v(^^)v

A Summer To Remember Chpt. II

Universal Studios. I always wanted to go there (again) one day and have fun. And recently on a family vacation to Singapore, my whole family went. After a few days of researching on several travel websites, we were set for the day. We decided it was prudent to do the park anti-clockwise and boy it was the best decision ever.

Of course I can go on and on telling you about every single ride I actually got on etc but that would probably bore you to death. Heck it may even bore me to death. Instead, here are the three rides I think are worth a ride (or two).

1. BATTLESTAR GALATICA. Human VS Cylon. OK, Human was thrilling, only because of that massive drop which did not seem to end. Then it sort of just was like any other roller coaster with twists, turns and yes, more drops. Cylon on the other hand was quite the adventure. Yours truly had the chance to ride the beast up front. And boy I tell ya, it was such a joy. Adrenaline rush was at an all time high after this ride.

2. REVENGE OF THE MUMMY. Perhaps because this ride was the only indoor roller coaster in Singapore's Universal Studios. The setting was pitch darkness throughout and boy was it fun! There were a few unexpected twists to the ride, and to find out what, I reckon you go and find out for yourself.

3. JURASSIC PARK RAPIDS ADVENTURE. There was a little bit of drama when we were waiting to get on this ride. Apparently after waiting for 45 minutes, the ride encountered some 'technical difficulties' as they say and had to be shut down until further notice. Mind you, this was actually THE LAST ride we all needed to get on to complete the whole park, yes, entire park. And this happened. We were determined to get on it anyway and with Divine Intervention, the ride reopened at 8pm. We got on minutes later and I have to say it was pretty darn good!

Universal Studios Singapore was a blast for my family and I. It truly is a place to spend time with family or friends. I would gladly come back another time in the future.

Our last day in Singapore was basically filled with shopping on Orchard Road. As there was like a 'further mark down' sale pretty much everywhere, we did quite a bit of shopping there. Yes my friends, we helped Singapore's already blessed economy. But hey, the stuff we purchased were all at a steal, so I guess there is no harm in that. 

I have to say I truly do enjoy visiting Singapore. It's just that everything seems more chilled and relaxed there. No, I do not mean people there are slow (in fact I noticed they walk and do things faster than people in Malaysia), it's just that throughout the whole trip, we didn't need to worry about much. Not transportation, not finding places we needed to get to, pretty much nothing. Everything is accessible via their public transportation system and I laud Singapore's decision to invest so much in that. It is truly something to be proud of. So, till we meet again Singapore, I know we will meet again soon.

Magic

I really need some of it now. But in the mean time, have fun with this rather childish song.



Ps// Is it just me or is Pom-Pom just oh-so-cute!

A Summer to Remember Chpt. I

It’s funny how for the past 7 months or so, my life was pretty much uneventful. It would pretty much consist of outings with the family on the weekends and the occasional outing with friends. This however, changed recently. It all started with SINGAPORE. It was a rather impulsive trip planned by my sister and I to get the whole family on vacation, TOGETHER. This would be an incredible feat if it did happen, but with a little bit of Divine intervention, it all worked out in the end.

On the 17^th of July, we were off to the airport in the wee hours of the morning. Mind you, we took 3 different flights to get to Singapore due to some scheduling conflicts. My mom, brothers and younger sister and I were on the first flight bound for Singapore. My older sister and her husband came in on the 2^nd flight later in the afternoon and dad came in on the 3^rd flight late at night. This was due to the fact my brother-in-law was still up in the skies when we were ready to take off and dad had a treasure hunt to attend on an island not too far from home.

This would be my younger sister’s inaugural flight and she was rather excited. She was beaming from ear to ear with a smile which I think she found hard to contain. Oh well, I am not a child and yet I get excited before flying too. My younger brother was excited as well cause he had always wanted to go to Singapore. Well, his wish was to come true.

Upon arrival in Singapore, we headed to our hotel via the super-efficient MRT system Singapore has, checked in, freshened up and headed to the Singapore flyer. It would be my first time on it and I couldn’t wait to see the entire Singapore skyline. There weren’t many people there and we got on a ‘flight’ (as they call it) almost immediately. The Singapore skyline was indeed beautiful. So much development was happening in the already über-developed city. There were even some buildings which were never there the last time I visited last year. I was captivated. The view of both new and old buildings together in a mix was simply breathtaking. The ‘flight’ took approximately 30 minutes and then we had a delicious fried chicken lunch at Popeyes.

It started drizzling when we started walking over to the Marina Bay Sands. But it seemed like there was a Higher Power watching over us and the sun came out shining bright as ever. Marina Bay Sands seemed to have finished construction. The Singapore Art Science Museum is a marvel to look at and not to forget the stunning hotel itself which I reckon is the most beautiful hotel in the world. It was here where we met up with my sister and her husband.

A trip to Singapore wouldn’t be complete without a visit to the icon of the country, the Merlion. Hence we walked all the way there from the Marina Bay Sands. Some may think it is a crazy thing to do to walk under the hot sun but you see, Singapore has many of these things that Malaysia seems to get rid of whenever they have the chance: TREES. BIG GEORGEOUS GREEN LUCIOUS OLD TREES. Hence, despite having the sun over our heads, we barely felt it cause the trees pretty much brought down the temperature of the city. After several photo ops on the Olympic Walk and the Merlion, we headed to Orchard Road.

Orchard Road was supposed to happen much earlier than it should have but due to my sister’s delayed flight, it cut the trip short. We didn’t really mind cause we were to go shopping again on that Tuesday, before we left for home. Mom got herself some FitFlops while I got myself a pair of shorts from Esprit. My purchase was perhaps something I really needed cause I did not think I would last a day in Universal Studios in JEANS. Right after, we headed off to the Singapore Night Safari.

At the Safari, I know my family had a good time. We arrived just in time for a fire show (you know where people play with fire etc). Then we were off to the park itself. This trip was rather interesting. When we were there, we saw a (HUGE) flying squirrel glide from a tree, an even larger bat take a toilet break and another bat which was pretty large charge at my (older) sister. Good times I must say.

Dad called when we were almost over with the safari telling us he just landed. After wrapping up the tour of the park, we headed back to the hotel and met up with dad and went for supper. The next day was going to be superb: UNIVERSAL STUDIOS.

Your Surrender

Neon Trees will be performing at MTV World Stage Malaysia 2011 this year alongside one of my favorite bands ever, 30 Seconds to Mars. This song is currently on replay on my iTunes (don't judge). Also, is it just me or does Tyler Glenn (lead singer) look like Kris Allen with a mohawk (at certain angles)?

True Blue

It's a good book. Surprised by how cunning Mr. Baldacci is by incorporating humor in a crime/mystery/thriller book. Will definitely be buying more books from him soon.

Not A Good Feeling

Well, ever since the 29th (June), I've only been thinking of one thing. What if history repeats itself? I am not too sure. I hope it doesn't. Currently, I have a sore throat, a runny nose and feel lethargic. I want this episode to end. I want to be able to move beyond this. I want this to end. I want this to end. I want that phone call. Please.

Holding On And Letting Go

The Script

Good News

OK, this news is a little old, but I am just over the moon now. It all started last Wednesday when I checked my UMinn portal and got the shock of my life. It went something like this: “We are sorry but we cannot offer you admission”. My heart sank faster than you can say OH-NO. You probably guessed it folks, I was not a happy camper. The day went on with me being extremely emotional; it was almost as if I could see my life being taken away from me. Mom tried to comfort me, but even she knew nothing, and I mean nothing would be able to comfort me (except for that ticket into UMinn). Hours went by with me figuring out what to say to the person I have been in contact with for the past few months. For the most part, it was exhausting cause it was a combination of frustration, anxiety, and everything combined. When I knew the office was open in Minnesota, I immediately called the lady. Our talk went for quite approximately 15 minutes and she was very helpful. After referring me to the director of admissions we ended the call. I was to email him about my status and see what he could do about it as she was not able to make decisions. After the email was sent, all I could do was wait…and he replied to me almost immediately. IT WAS GOOD GREAT AMAZING MAGICAL FANTASTIC NEWS. I had a superb rush of adrenaline all of a sudden and later that night I slept with a smile on my face. So, back to today, why am I over the moon? I officially received the (official) email re-welcoming me to the university. I am happy. I am content. Yes I am. Thank you God. So, Minnesota, I'll see you soon!

:)

A Community Service Announcement

Been discovering music from the other end of the world: Australia. I am impressed with what I've found so far.

Things To Add To My To-Do List

VISIT THESE THEME PARKS!!!!

:D



Need I say more?

I'm Just Tired

Enough of all the questions already, I’m tired of it. I’m tired of repeating the story. I’m tired giving you all the little details. I’m tired of you ‘feeling sorry’ for me. I’m just tired of it all. Just don’t ask me “so, when will you be leaving?” AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN. Cause truth be told, I have no idea. This whole questioning makes it even worse cause I haven’t even been re-accepted to UMinn, which by the way, freaks me out to the nth degree! So, just shut your pie hole and when I have official word on things, I WILL DEFINITELY TELL. Of course I won’t just go missing in action. Sigh. Enough is enough. Cause every time I try to forget, I have to remember again just to tell you the SAME DUMB story of my VISA being issued late. Grr. Get a life. Would your life be that dramatically different when I do go? I beg to differ.

Life Pt. II

Have you ever watched a movie and wondered how your future looks like? Well, I just did, and it seems to happen to me, A LOT. Trust me, I have all these feelings in me now that I must say aren’t too pleasant. The future is a scary thing to think about, cause when you do, you think about growing up, being an adult. And being an adult means being responsible. And being responsible means, well, being responsible, DUUHHHH (spoken in a manner only a certain Mahaguru can perfect, you know who you are). 

I mean, I guess I am a responsible person now, but the future is filled with the unknown. How am I supposed to know where I will be in say, 5 years? It’s not like I’m psychic you know. And there are all these other things like: Would I be that successful person I have always aspired to be? Would I have that dream job of mine? Would I even be able to pay for my rent? I haven’t even mentioned if I would have enough to even own a car? Gosh, it’s a lot and it is starting to freak me out (a little). Not too long ago, I was a happy free-spirited high school kid. Then next I was in college. Soon enough, I’ll be at one of the most important interviews of my life: MY JOB INTERVIEW. 

OK, let me stop right there before I freak myself out even more. Yes, life is tough. No one said it was easy. I got to start somewhere right? So, I guess what I could do is just live in the moment, and make the best of the life I have now and cherish all those meaningful memories of the past. Of course living in the moment does not mean going all wild and all, instead it’s about making the right decisions and hopefully I’ll be directed in the right path. For some, the right path may be hard, for some it may be easy. Either way I put it, life is just like that. It won’t always be fair, but if I try to make the most out of it, it would certainly be enjoyable.

Vampire Weekend

Cause they make me happy.

:)

Oops I Did It Again

I know I’ve been lacking in posts but I’ve been keeping myself busy doing other things. Having the internet (and laptop of course) as your only source of entertainment for 4 months does take its toll on people. Exhibit A: ME. So, while I was away, I’ve been busy doing stuff away from cyber world. 

Two weeks ago, on a beautiful Wednesday I met a good friend of mine. As we had no idea where to meet up, we decided to meet at the new Taylor’s Lakeside Campus. Nice place I tell you, but I am certain they did not think of the parking thoroughly. My friend and I ended up parking 10 minutes away (by foot) on a gravel road where cars were literally parked bumper to bumper. And that was one of the (rare) times I actually was grateful I drove a car with small dimensions. And yes my friends, that was a good day.

Last week, I went out with 2 of my best friends. We’ve been good friends since we were 13 and I love them to death. We decided against a movie (as it would take up precious chat time) and instead we just ate, ate and ate even more. That too was a treasurable day as it has been a while since we met all at once. Sad, but true, but what can I say, all three of us went to different colleges.

Speaking of colleges, I am still waiting for Minnesota’s reply. I have grown über anxious and nervous as every time I do log on FB, another friend of mine has gotten accepted in University A, B, C or D. I wonder why it is taking them so long to reaccept me. I have constantly been keeping in touch with the lady (from international admissions) I called to tell I was not going to be able to make it for January. She was nice enough to calm me down by telling me not to worry. Well, I am not worried, but its already mid-April and I still haven’t a word. Well, I pray that this week is the week. Please end this agony already. I really want to start on other preparations. 

To end this post, I will post a song that I quite like. A bit of an old song but it recently gained popularity on the radio (damn). Damn cause radios tend to kill good songs by playing them at 2, 3, 4 in the afternoon and if they’re obnoxious, 7, 8, 9, 10 & 11 at night. Gosh, way to kill a good song. But I still like this song anyway. Perhaps one of the (VERY few) songs I can tolerate on air. Enjoy.

Skeptic

So I was really skeptical of the super speed internet. I have no idea why, but is super speed internet really super speed as the service provider claimed it to be? Are we getting as much as what we are paying for? So I decided to test it and was quite satisfied with the results. It is rather accurate. So yeah I'm satisfied. 

:)

Cookies II: Attack Of The Chewy Chocolate Chip Cookies

I woke up early today feeling a little excited. No, it wasn’t because it was my birthday, but today I decided I was to bake a new batch of chocolate chip cookies. This time I decided to try out a different recipe than the ones before. So, how did it taste you may ask? Heavenly. They are chewy, chocolaty and semi-sweet. Even my sister (who is a baker) approved of this batch of cookies. And again, I am not one to brag, but OH MY GOODNESS, you have to taste em’ to believe how AH-MAY-ZHING they taste! I wish I could teleport some to dear friends abroad. But I guess that isn’t possible. Heh. 

Ps// I'm very happy the cookies turned out the way they did!

Pps// Oh, I also got my super speed internet yesterday. IT IS CRAZY FAST. I downloaded a song (which usually takes 2 minutes on fast internet) for 5 seconds. WHOA... I like.

:DD

Au Revoir

Come Sunday, I shall bid adieu to fast internet speed (4 mb/s) after only 2 months of getting acquainted. This will be sad cause I liked fast internet speed. We had great times together and I shall cherish those moments forever. Well, nope, this isn’t cause we cancelled our fast internet, dad upgraded it to super speed internet (10 mb/s). I mean fast internet was amazing, as streaming videos was no longer a hassle, so I wonder how fast streaming will be on super speed internet. I. KENOT. WAIT.

Ps// Can’t you tell that I am over the moon now?

Pps// Now that I reread this post, it seems like I was on crack while typing. Oh well.

:DD

Tomorrow Is April Fools'

Well, the title of this post has nothing to do with the content. My younger sister told me tomorrow is April fools'. Hah, that got me all nostalgic thinking about how fun April fools' used to be in high school. Anyway here goes the post:

1. On the radio a few days ago, I heard this girl-ish voice from the radio. No, it wasn’t Justin Bieber, but it was this girl who won a ticket to go see him live in concert next month here in Malaysia. OK, nothing wrong with that, but what seemed so unbelievable was that she was crying hysterically (like she’d won the freakin’ jackpot). Get a grip little girl, cause I know for sure you’re under-aged and you would need parental supervision. Oh did I tell you she won ONE ticket? Good luck convincing your parents to buy a ticket for a Justin Bieber concert girl. If not, those tears would have been wasted. Ha-Ha.

2. I made delicious spice-rub chicken thighs tonight. I was worried that it was under-seasoned, but it came out PREFECT. I usually am not the one who praises myself, but I got to tell you, these chicken thighs were scrumptious. My younger sister couldn’t have enough she ended up licking her fingers. So KFC beware! My chicken is Finger Lickin’ Good too.

3. I bought chocolate chips today. I plan to make chocolate chip cookies soon. I have no idea if I will use the same recipe as before. Will probably need to wait and see how it goes once I end up making em’. Yum-yum. Oh and not to forget, my beloved sister went and bought Baskin Robbins today. 31% off for ice-cream, which I think is such a great deal. This gets me thinking, cookies and ice-cream anyone?

I Miss You

I think I am slowly losing my spark. I used to be rather optimistic. Now, I would find an excuse to complain, and complain even more. Why did this happen to me? I think this phase where spending quality time with the family is wearing off on me. It was fun, now I just want to be with my friends. It has been too long since I’ve sat down with any one of them over a good cup of coffee tea. Blame it on their busy schedules. Sigh.

Songs I Like

Cause this is the way songs SHOULD be, NOT the stuff we hear on the radio. You know, the ones where its pretty much 90% loud beats with almost little to no lyrics. Gosh those songs are overrated. Listen to them 2-3 times and you get sick of it already. And I haven't even touched on the auto-tune they rely on to make them sound err...sound non-human? Thank goodness for the iPod.

:)

Such A Beautiful Song

I have to thank a good friend for suggesting this to me. This cover version is by Boyce Avenue. Check em' out!

Desktop

 

Inspired by the photographs I took of the cats I decided to get creative and make a new desktop background. Now I see them every time log on to my lappy. It makes me happy.


:D

Updates

I kept myself busy by assembling this. It was supposed to be the work of my younger siblings, but they gave up after assembling the head. The reason? They did not understand the instructions. Well, I must say, they do have a point. I too had (a little) trouble assembling this. But in the end it was worth it. It took the whole of last weekend, but only because I was out for half of Saturday. I have to say it looks pretty cool no? I quite like assembling things like this. It keeps my mind working and plus it keeps me productive.

Besides that, I have been driving a lot lately. I think more than I would when I still had classes. Mom hardly ever drives when I am in the car and now, dad has been doing the same too. It’s not that I don’t like driving, but sometimes, I like being the passenger too. Especially when driving about in dad’s car and the destination is KL. I mean the traffic is ridiculous there and I haven’t even mentioned the motorcycles. It’s like they seem to have a license to do all sorts of crazy on the (narrow) roads of KL. Simply put, driving around KL is nerve-wracking. Traffic + crazy motorcyclists + driving dad's car = recipe for a nervous breakdown. Heh, just kidding. But seriously, traffic in KL = RIDICULOUS. 

Other than that, my life has been, err, rather boring. Next week my younger siblings are off from school for a week. Let's hope dad brings us somewhere. I want to see a place other than our neighborhood on this hill. Quite seriously, it's getting to a point where I really wished I was actually in college. Dear September, please come soon. Thank you.

Snapshots

I have been experimenting with my 550D lately. Here are some pictures for you guys to check out. No, I am no professional, but I kind of like how the pictures turned out. Liking the monochrome effect. It gives the picture this classic vibe which I quite like. And yes, they are all cats of the family. I love them to bits.

That's all for now. Till next time.

:)

The Truth

January this year was awful for me. It was the time where I sort of saw all the hope and dreams I had built crash just cause of one minor issue. I have no idea why my VISA was issued to me later than I had anticipated, but to me, it was frustrating. Everyone told me that they felt sorry for me blah blah blah, but ultimately, they had no idea how I felt. I kept this bottled up in me for quite a while, and I feel like now is the right time to tell my story. 

  

As I prepared myself for the upcoming months, I did not know what to do. I had no purpose. I had no motivation. Hence, in January I became a complete couch potato. I watched TV day and night and I was slowly losing hope. Heck, I even forced myself to watch shows I did not enjoy due to the lack of a better TV show. Mom and dad told me to go out and look for a job, but quite frankly I wasn’t ready for that last January. I seriously needed time for myself. Time for me to get over the frustration I felt. Time alone. Period. As the month went by, I saw that my fitness level plunged to an all-time low. I became lethargic every other afternoon; hence afternoon naps became a formality. I did not like it. But I did not want to do anything about it either.

When February came, I decided to change my habits. I decided to start working on improving my fitness level by doing light exercises. I found out that it was actually good for me as I noticed my fitness level improve significantly. Besides helping me physically, it helped me mentally. I channeled all my frustration and anger to my exercise regimen. It seemed like the perfect distraction for me and slowly, I started to like it. Now I do a light workout every weekday just to pass my time. On the bright side, afternoon naps are now a thing of the past. Besides this, I also started to go out again. Of course as most friends are either in The States or in a local university, outings with the family became frequent. I realized that there was so much that I was missing out on while I was in my phase last January. I realized that this is also one way of God telling me to spend more quality time with my family. And quite frankly, I like it. My family is the most important thing in my life and I love them to bits. In fact, they were the ones who helped me through one of the lowest times of my life and got me back on my feet. So, I owe them big time.

Now I feel much better than I did before but I still wonder about why He did not let me fly off to The States yet. Of course I am still a little disappointed, but I know everything happens for a reason and I am positive that this was for the better. Currently, I am still at home, unemployed, and enjoying every second of every day I have with my family. Cause I know that day will come when I fly off to start a new journey and I will miss them like crazy. So for now, I guess I shall explore the wonders of the kitchen and experiment on new recipes, spend quality time with the family and maintain relationships with friends near and far (THANK GOODNESS FOR SKYPE!). And I’ll do all this while I wait for Fall to come so I can finally start my new ventures in The USA at long last.