Empty

I called my Spring semester done and over with 2 weeks ago. It wasn't the best of semesters but I am going to make sure I work my ass of in the Fall to comeback. Anyway, that's besides the point. May session started Monday and my American Sign Language (ASL) class I have been taking is perhaps my only saving grace of my day. I am so bored at home now I honestly don't know what to do anymore. Keep myself busy watching TV and movies? Check. Keep myself busy in the kitchen? Check. Keep myself busy outside of this house? Check. But I feel like I am running out of things to do. It seems like even though I am on a so-called break, it still feels so routine for me. Get home for class, relax for a bit, gym, home, cook, eat, break, tv/movie, sleep. I mean yeah, everyone I know is either out of this country, or back home or working. Seriously though, I am just bored out of my mind. Thank goodness to my roommate across the hall who I thoroughly enjoy chatting with. If it wasn't for him, I think I may just go into some great state of utter boredom. This post may be borderline rant-astic/desperate (see, I'm so bored I make up my own words now), but seriously, I need to see more familiar faces. Thank goodness it's the weekend. Now someone should call me and take me out! Save me. 

Oh, and also, home in exactly 4 weeks. Amen.

The Fighter

I haven't been into radio music for a while and I have to say, I actually like this song. I mean Gym Class Heroes and Ryan Tedder seems like an unlikely combo, but hey this song works! Listen to the lyrics. Sort of inspirational. After what I've been through this week, I sort of needed this. Well, have a great Friday everyone. :)

Boboy Pt. II

It wasn't the best day yesterday. When I found out Boboy passed, I was rather numb. I went to my class and I suppressed all my feelings inside and I honestly didn't know how I felt. I wasn't really focused in class and I hope I can recover cause a class I miss is week's worth of material covered. Anyway that is besides the point. After class, I went home and I sat down. I looked at pictures of him and the waterworks started on queue. This got even worse when I listened to Coldplay's See You Soon. Well, I guess after that, though still saddened by the news, I felt a little better. I kept myself preoccupied and did my homework and studied a little. I know Boboy is in a better place now. A place where he can breathe and play normally like other cats. He will always be my little Puss In Boots. I miss him and I will always love him.

Now, enjoy this Mat Kearney song. Take care folks.

Boboy

On this very day, our little 'Puss In Boots', Boboy, passed away. Boboy, our only tom, was strong, brave and of course cute as a button. You see, Boboy is a special cat. He has hernia and he needs extra care. Due to the weather back home (home and humid) he had difficulty breathing. Mama said he lost his appetite but then again this is most probably because he can't breathe normally so eating and breathing through the mouth would be hard. And today, he lost the fight. Boboy you went too soon. I was really looking forward to see you in a couple of weeks. I guess it was just not meant to be. Without a doubt, you will be missed Boy. I love you.

Summer Pt. II

It seems like this summer has been, well, extremely boring for me. The absence of familiar faces really does make it seem like there is a huge void in my life now. I do try to keep myself busy by doing everything I possibly can, but it can't mask the fact that I sort-of-kind-of miss hanging out (daily) with the people I have come to love here. Now, it is only weekend hangout sessions and truth be told, it isn't enough. Yes, my summer classes have started and thought I absolutely enjoy the class I am taking it still blows to know when I go to class I'll only see faces of classmates who I know for sure I won't see once this 3 week session is done and over with. Oh well, I guess I am going to have to suck it up and just live through these coming weeks. At least I have home to look forward to. Yes, soon I will be headed home and I will reunite with all those familiar faces I have come to miss dearly. 

Summer

• Read
• Eat
• Hang out
• Tumblr
• Facebook
• TV shows
• Movies
• Chat with the roommate
• Workout

That has pretty much been the schedule for my week long summer thus far. My ASL classes start next week and as excited as I am about it, I just don't know how much fun I'll have considering no one I know will be in the class. Oh well, I guess I will have to work my magic and acquire new acquaintances. That's pretty much it for now. You should check out my Tumblr cause I recently revamped it and gave it a whole new identity. I think it's pretty cool. Have a great summer everyone.

Happy Mother's Day Mama

Mother's day is here and this is the 2nd time in my life celebrating without mama by my side. God knows how much I miss her and it is such a bummer that I won't be there for the annual mom's day dinner or celebrations. Well, I might possibly fit in a Skype session this weekend. This week was brutal with my final exams all being equally nasty and I really want a hug and words of wisdom from the wisest woman I know. I admit, I miss those hour (or two) long conversations over tea and traditional Malays deserts. Hopefully June 20th comes soon so I can head home and see my family and friends and not forgetting the cats back home.

So, happy mother's day mama. I love you and I miss you more than you can imagine. I will see you soon! :)

So I Created A Tumblr Account

It's so much fun hehe. Check it out here. Follow me, like my posts, spread the word, do whatever. Have a great Friday guys.

When It All Came Crashing Down

Life's hard. I realize that now. It's not all fun and games. I know this is just a minor back-step to that goal of mine. However it is really hard to accept this fact. I tried really hard, but I am guessing it wasn't hard enough. I got to buck up and do better next time. At least the one thing I can take from this is that I learned a lot about myself and now I'm ready to take on life in a whole new perspective. Bring it life. You can bring me down, but I am always going to climb back up. I'm no quitter. So I won't stop till I reach that goal of mine. Oh just wait and see.

Ps// I really want to hug my mom now. God knows how much I miss her. :'(

Thank You

For all those times laughter was shared.
For all those times stories were told.
For all those times I wake up, excited to see your faces.
For all those times we helped each other.
For all those times we shared our homework.
For all those times we had lunch together.
For all those times my texts were entertained.
& most importantly, for all those times you were there for me.
Thanks.
I ♥ all of you.
You know who you are.
All the best for final exams and I'll see all of you soon!
May the fourth be with you!
:)