Pathetic

Something has been bugging me lately. I can't tell what it is honestly. I can't tell if its calculus or if it's the drama that revolves around my everyday life. Hopefully it is just the calculus. So much has happened this week that I can't seem to grasp it yet. I may be all smiles in public but deep down, not even I can tell how on earth I feel. This whole week has been bland so far. Although feeling 100% better than I did last week (physically), I feel even worse now (mentally). I guess my brain is just shutting down. It does not want to accept anymore drama, or perhaps effing hard calculus questions. The departure of a great friend to the States' makes me that much more sad, although I am utmost happy for him. If you want to tell me "I know how you feel," to make me feel better, save it. Because truth be told YOU HAVE NO IDEA. So save your energy by not typing out all your sympathy comments or how I call it pathetic comments and do make this world a better place to live in. I don't need em'. Makes me feel more pathetic that I already feel.
Thank you.

Mood: Not good.